Good Charlotte - Self Help lyrics

All I have right now is right here And right now I want what I want, I always have When no one cared about me, dreams were all I had But nightmares grow and no one's listening And idle thoughts'll do their thing I still feel so much pain here from the past And it cuts like a knife It feels like a fight To take back your life Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings I'm ready for a reason to believe Now I'm working on my insides 'Cause outside there's no reasoning If anyone here'll tell me what it seems All I have right now is right here I felt too bad about myself I never thought I was good enough for anybody else I couldn't look love in the eye I was too broken to try Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry And it cuts like a knife It feels like a fight To take back your life Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings I'm ready for a reason to believe Now I'm working on my insides 'Cause outside there's no reasoning If anyone here'll tell me what it seems How long I'm waiting Feeling lost, frustrated Locked out and I'm on my own Caught in LA, got no place to go How long should I stay here all alone Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings I'm ready for a reason to believe Now I'm working on my insides 'Cause outside there's no reasoning If anyone here'll tell me what it seems All I have right now is right here