If I leave today, don't know where to go that I can stay I know what I need, but I won't follow, I can't lead And when I stood there and I felt November chill You crushed my heart, and I really lost my will You think you understand the way it made me feel I started to choke on you, cuz I know what you fear Cuz I've had enough, and I don't really need it Had enough, and I don't really feel it Had enough, but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life If you had a brain, you'd be smart enough to change Watch yourself, the thoughts of you plague no one else And I stood there and I felt November chill You broke my heart, and I really lost my will You try to understand the way you make me feel I started to choke on you, and I know what you fear Cuz I've had enough, and I don't really need it Had enough, and I don't really feel it Had enough, but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life Cuz I've had enough, and I don't really need it Had enough, and I don't really feel it Had enough, but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life Cuz I've had enough, and I don't really need it Had enough, and I don't really feel it Had enough, but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life