Gonzo - Broken Mirror lyrics

[Hook](x2) It's true, in this life I've never been the one In your eyes I've never been the truth All you saw, was a broken mirror [Verse 1: Gonzo] Knowing all my luck, so damaged Thinking ‘god damnit' Pen ain't moving, rhymes is so average All of my life I felt so embarra**ed Anxious, insecure, and so careless Selfish, f**ing over my parents Trading my time to hang with these parrots Wasn't til I saw that view on terrace Living in Peru, found out what true fear is Wasn't til I lost it all and hit bottom Chasing that base to bury my problems Lacing my blunts so I could see angels Munching that mush, too much, got too dangerous Everyday the same, spot and night trains Ambien to sleep, blow to stay awake I'm turned into a freak, in love with mary jane Only dame I still want around after I came But maybe its my fate, cursed by this disease Higher than the f**ing birds and the bees Should I tell myself a knot, should I squeeze? Should I cop myself a block or nin'? Cop a ball, end it all in a breeze Couldn't see myself at 30 living clean Til I, realized that I'm blessed, i'll be fine Long as I never go back to that pretty little line [Hook](x2) It's true, in this life I've never been the one In your eyes I've never been the truth All you saw, was a broken mirror [Verse 2: CGB] Yo, I just slept for the first time in 3 days Better than nothing right? Watch the sun go up as I sit n I blaze Contemplating life Like sh** can I really f**ing make it? I'm not tryna fake it, worked too hard to get mistaken And I gotta get my cut, the percentage is what I'm taking My heart, well it's been aching It's you that loves to break it Telling me I'm wasted, yelling at me faded Nevermind, I'm jaded, never should have waited Heart feels isolated, separated and basic Hard to feel awakened, operate the hatred Who's this monster I've created? Lord tell me Tell me who the f** I've become I had no insecurities and now I got plenty Told my girl break my heart gently if you gonna do it She said “f** you and you foolish” Why you always act so clueless? Girl, you know what I been doing I'm just tryna touch on your tulips Young flower, yes, are you blooming? Do I got your brain going and your hips moving? Do I got ya heart pumping, baby, let's do it You off of the pills and I'm off of the syrup We f**ed up [Hook](x2) It's true, in this life I've never been the one In your eyes I've never been the truth All you saw, was a broken mirror