Once in a while I feel I'll crack Once in a while I feel I can Once in a while I feel I can't Once in a while I feel I'll crack I'll crack I can't Crack I'll crack I can't I'll crack I'll crack I'll Once in a while I feel I can Once in a while I feel I'm trapped Feel I'm trapped Once in a while I feel I can't I panic I panic Abandoned I'm a maniac depressant