Gon - Cloud Conversation lyrics

[Intro: Gon] A heart that is sound, most often is drowned In the chest of an artist or author renowned Either washed off the ground, or lost in the sound Of the d**h of the rap or applause from the crowd You can follow the clown, but offer a frown But you'll always find life where water is found [Verse 1: Gon] I talked to the clouds in the grey sky Getting pissed at my style cause I choose sides I crushed the true song, I cut to prove Gon Is too confused to say life s**s and move on I started this thought in front of a friend's tobacco shop Almost k**ed me driving home, I said I have to stop Never did, said I'd drive home to settle it That was months ago, I still can't find where the hell I live I sketch a lung for every time a breath bleeds And left my tongue on 79th and Kenzie Never been the grown son relatives would show love Yeah I know Zaid I think I met him at a show once He was weird... I mean like every single trait He was nice, he was clever He was everything I hate I own a phone that I never heard Hope it never rings And I roam like a feathered bird With a lesser wing Devils in the state make residences vacate Lessons of my echo will a**emble at my face wake Never will I chase fate Television viewers don't know the difference between melanin and face-paint Breathing in jars of plague and never got sick Leaving them all to stay with a treasured conscience Needing to walk away but my legs are locked in Either you'll fall or pray for a better option, like Lord be lenient, born in this world Receiving orders leading to horrid scene switch I'm forced to leave this Some fingers when chopped off will make handshakes more convenient And I can't leave and quit like a tree that hates Spring And when the bees are sick then the beetle may sting I been really pissed trying to rearrange things So I'mma breathe a bit and let Peter Frank sing [Hook: Peter Frank] I been waiting all my life For this moment in my life Can only pray I do things right I'm just gone So many thoughts here in my mind So many answers left to find So many questions asking why I'm just gone [Verse 2: Gon] I talked to the clouds in the grey sky Cause I know they won't frown when I say bye And even when the seventh sky thunders Testing, I press her I'll never cry under The seams were torn, and the rest of my tongue burnt A scream was born and they let it die unheard Deaf and blind, hunger But I've slept on broken gla** enough times to recognize comfort Loud, crooked left Owl took his breath Looking for the midpoint between childhood and d**h Cause I'm too young to be responsible and patient And too old to hold those promises as sacred I hate to watch pain with my name attached If I could only find the word to hit the nerve Then I would take it back Love you? No, I've outgrown that plan Only arm wrestle with you just to hold that hand And I know I can't MC for sh** Can't feed a kid, with a dream and myth So I'm leaving this This is just an album-long explanation of why I need to quit The reason Izz makes all the beats I pick Is cause I know he's as pissed as me with this Relieve the stress, wrong syllable But they can't distinguish between Zaid's kiss and Gon's trigger pull [Bridge: Gon] I am not a lover waiting Clutter placement Nothing fragrant Dragging hovers flameless I'm just another patient who eased the tension Laughing at lack of oxygen while suffocating And I can't leave and quit like a tree that hates Spring And when the bees are sick, then the beetle may sting I been really pissed trying to rearrange things So I'mma breathe a bit and let Peter Frank sing [Hook: Peter Frank] I been waiting all my life For this moment in my life Can only pray I do things right I'm just gone So many thoughts here in my mind So many answers left to find So many questions asking why I'm just gone