Golden Apes - Leaving Ground lyrics

I saw the world, I saw it turn And felt the hesitation in every movement I saw a life and sensed the gaps The worldless days of mistakes, among the blind lines I saw the years and wished to change The grimaces and carvings, on walls and memories I saw myself and failed to breath And for a veiled split second I felt so sleazy and human And so I'm leaving ground I leave the skylines of my life And so I'm leaving ground I plough new lifelines in my hands I saw the light and swallowed tar The faked hope of believers, the fate of shadows I saw a god and felt mercy A cripple behind curtains of frauds and letters I saw the truth and felt disgust The bitter taste of scruples in heads and mouthes I saw myself and yearned for rain Solution for the phoenix, for blood and feathers...at last now And so I'm leaving ground...