One time is all it takes to want me One time is all it takes to think you're the only One might believe that I might care One night is all I need to make you disappear I always hate the way you love me I always seem to love what never can be mine I need to hurt myself so I can feel Something just one time I'll throw you in and keep you closely Then spit you out and make you feel like you owe me Your heart I'll use to heal my pain So hard for me to feel like anything or any way I always hate the way you love me I always seem to love what never can be mine I need to hurt myself so I can feel Something just one time I always hate the way you love me I always seem to love what never can be mine I need to hurt myself so I can feel I always curse myself when something's real I need to hurt myself so I can feel Something just one time