Gods Reflex - The Summer In Between lyrics

it was only a year ago or so it seems a year ago when looking back to thoughts turned to popcorn games temptations turning heads a year ago when it wasn't quite ridiculous to lie it might have even been the truth i'm never sure about these things either way just a few miles back from a good sleep i can't believe i couldn't see in that light why do i still insidt on falling back on my own hindsight? but i miss it i still miss the truth how could i turn my back on my own slef since the last time i said goodbye to what i knew it could give? i still can't believe i haven't looked beyond it when will i ever see myself again