Godgory - d**hwish lyrics

I am now layin on my d**hbed Cold and weak and full of pain My skin is wrinkled and I'm searching For a reason to not pa** away I have been sick for a long time The cancer has taken my soul I lay alone in a dark room Wait every day to be fetched by d**h In silence I'm lying d**hwish burning strong I just wanna sleep forever I'm to weak to take my life I am now dreaming that I'm dying My soul is free from all the pain I am now crying, crying in happiness But I wake up to reality again I hate this life that I'm living People surrounds me to take goodbye I can feel it this is my last time I close my eyes and smile to my d**h