Godflesh - Defiled lyrics

i'm gonna get defiled in your world i'm naive like a lost child now i don't seem so strong are my delusions real? i'm not right nor wrong all i can feel is the same old sh** build me up break me down and then be done with it so i'm the one you say's unreal teach me then slay me only cold i feel well you see i'm still standing here the only thing you taught me was to feel fear i feel fear