I live under a sky of angels Bulletproof vest of all my dangers I've been deceived by all the flowers planted around me Sweet smell replaced all the, all the vapors Everyday you think I live a lie You think I want to die? But can't you see I'm what I want to be? Everyday you think I live a lie You think I want to die? But can't you see I'm what I want to be? I've been misunderstood about my being around I can't seem to stop letting people down - or that's what they say I still don't care about them or what they're thinking, what they're thinking It's not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers (Oh, jeez, you know what I did?) (What'd you do?) Now I know what my destiny is It's the ultimate rift In the little will I have I'm not gonna last 'til the end I'm still my only friend Now I know what to do Much to your dismay I'm choosing a day To find my new home And the answer to my biggest question