They saw him from the rooftops They saw him from way up there They just couldn't come down to where he was They studied for years on end They were always confused They just couldn't believe How he abused himself It's with us all the time How he abused himself And we abuse ourselves They took lots of pictures Hidden microphones All he wanted was to be left alone After years of footage And miles of tape They're on their way down to him And he can't wait To be with them all the time We abuse ourselves And he abused himself It's with us all the time We abuse ourselves We abuse ourselves They were looking for answers To all the hits he sent There were way too many to document They settled on a theory That we all knew We just hide the fact that We abuse ourselves It's with us all the time We abuse ourselves We abuse ourselves It's been with us all the time We abuse ourselves We abuse ourselves Shot in the arm Or a shot in the head It's k**ing me Or all my friends It spreads like a disease We all become with ease Blood balloons like a mushroom cloud The rush is loud The rush is loud