God Lives Underwater - Don't Know How To Be lyrics

It's all too clear now Well, I been running away Almost on the hour Of mostly every day Now I see colors That I never seen And now the reddest of them all So vibrant out of me Without you I don't know how to be See this zero The lowest of the low I let you take me down Until lower I could not go Now I see scars I willingly made I facilitated one need Now here I lay Tell me what was I What was I thinking? Tell me what was I What the hell was I thinking?