gnash - Gnash - i hate u, i love u (feat. olivia o'brien) lyrics

(Olivia O'Brien) Feeling used But I'm Still missing you And I can't See the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips And now all this time Is pa**ing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her (King Midas) I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee or right when I don't eat You visit in my bad dreams so on nights when I'm lonely you're still right here holding me But morning's as dark as the evening before it and it's getting harder to breathe all alone It's only me My heart is broke and it don't believe you're gone But the sleeve of scars on my arms brings you along to haunt me wherever I go I won't move on yet Something about this loss is just impossible to process So I obsess over what could've been and how I wasn't enough Tryna change myself for someone else and punching mirrors till I'm covered in blood (Olivia O'Brien) I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her (King Midas) I used to just wish you'd be happy But didn't realize that meant sleepin' without me I didn't think I held you back, B You should've just told me the truth that now I see Cuz you hurt me so badly, lied through your teeth, and I believed each word devoutly Why do I think that I need the worst thing that I ever chose? Only let me in when convenient On whim when you feel it But not when I need you most You said you'd never do nothin' to harm me I lost it all on that con Now I 'm gone off that harm heem See you can never trust a girl, unless you f** with pills Love is selfish. Nothing's real These fake connections cut to k** (Olivia O'Brien and King Midas) I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah all alone I watch you watch her She's the only thing you've ever seen How is it you'll never notice That you are slowly k**ing me