what's this inside of me even now my mind turns against the will of God sin evil k**ing me stronger chronic cancer flesh every day kicking mud in the face of grace i meant to do it hardly even sorry want to can't live for God result in d**h pure deliberate premeditated lullaby suicide all me makes me hate me wonder if God does too yeah i know prisoner of my flesh free mind trapped in a shell when i want to do what is good what is evil is the only choice i have picked the wrong one again confess the good law and destroy it is it me not me sin nature go to hell set off d**h tired battle