Each time I start to think He comes along I open my mouth and hold on Nothing said, my heart still red Believe in me It starts to speak, quicker than me He's won, the process just begun The war in me, don't have the key Listen here- My hopeless mind is taking a ride To a place he knows he can hide This implosion in me, Won't let me be This clouded mind goes to run Another selfless convulsion Another selfless convulsion The debauchery I call my mind Does not have the time I'm high in here Lost in fear Believe in me- I see your feelings hurt from what I have done You must know it's not me I've lost control, from down in this hole Listen here My hopeless mind is taking a ride To a place he knows he can hide This implosion in me, Won't let me be This clouded mind goes to run Another selfless convulsion Another selfless convulsion