[Verse 1] I can't deny you were better by my side And you know I can't reply Because it proved that you tried And I can't get that through my thick head, baby I know I've been a dickhead lately And I know you think my new friends change me But I know either way that you would [Chorus] Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me They wanna put a hundred shots into my chest piecе Defend me Dеtest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me They wanna put a hundred shots into my chest piece Defend me [Verse 2] And these feelings, they don't fade as we've been growing up My meals, yeah, they don't change even when I'm throwing up My bills, yeah, they don't break even when I'm slowing up My friends, yeah, they might change 'cause I've been going up I guess that it's hard to digest Dissect the people in my head My bet is my friends aren't fine yet Only sixteen, surprised I ain't died yet [Chorus] Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me They wanna put a hundred shots into my chest piece Defend me Detest me, there's a couple hundred people wanna end me If you ever need a thing, promise you'll text me They wanna put a hundred shots into my chest piece Defend me