Gift Giver - d**h Wish lyrics

I've been spending every f**ing day biting my tongue til it bleeds, cause all these words that I speak keep rotting out my f**ing teeth. I bite my tongue til it bleeds. I keep rotting all of my teeth I try to block it out- everything he says to me, but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out, but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me? I can't look back, and I know it's not just in my head. I'm waking up everyday, but I just wanna stay in bed. Why does this have to be the path I tread? It's hard to give a f**, knowing you were born dead. Nobody ever seems to have a f**ing hand to lend. I've got sh** for luck, and dozens of these so called "friends". I'm dying faster than I should intend. It's hard to give a f**, waiting for your life to end Why does this have to be the path I tread? Why did I have to be born dead? I try to block it out- everything he says to me, but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out, but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me be? I think I'm dying at the age of 23. I know I'm dying at the age of 23 23 years, and where the f** have you been? How could I ever forget the marks that you left on my skin. I always knew this motherf**ing house was not a home. I always knew this motherf**ing house was not a home. I always knew this house was not a home, f**ed up from all the time that I spent alone. High expectations, but I'm not a f**ing drone. My mouth has been shut for so long, it might as well be sewn It's hard to give a f**, knowing you were born dead. It's hard to give a f**, waiting for your life to end