Ghxstchant - N.O.S.S. lyrics

[Verse 1] Staring in the mirror He looked in his own eyes Glaring back at him was something that he despised It was something that he had hoped he'd never be He became the one thing that he called his enemy So, he reflected there for hours Upon hours he said "I was once a good man, I had dreams that I could see But I lost my way, became a slave to another day." Another dollar, was all he wanted But he had a fallen To fast Got a little to deep Characteristics like that of a sheep Hurt his soul And continued to feed 'Till it wore him down Then it broke him down Piece by pieces were all that were left of a man Who couldn't stand to see What he'd be [Verse 2] What he'd become So he turned to run Down the road he came Back to the stars Chasing that sun That was setting to fast And he had to have it Cause it's all he ever wanted Ever since he was a young kid Guess the brightness enticed him right But he was stuck in a jail term A sentence of life Depravation Of real living The feeling inside Of a slow k**ing All sitting waiting wishing But time is never forgiving when it's wasted And I'm wasted So can I face this? f** that Evasive action Gaining some traction Pacing with my laps in Racing with my faction Everlasting in a nation of slaveship [Verse 3] To be that guide in the sky where the clouds all reside In the night be the brightest of lights But in time I guess all that we see are the signs of money What we wanted to be remains only a dream A shattered reality inside of our heads Just memories lost in the depths In the darkness behind tired eyes I've seen people grow from new born baby cries Into a life un encouraged to try They live and they die Without ever leaving a mark on the planet One minute they're here The next they have vanished It never turns out Quite like they had planned it Justify but they don't understand this Like Why you gotta try so hard? Be that guy that you know you aren't Take a breath Puff up your chest To protect Your a**ets So that you can invest more Money into something you can't even see Make believe it's everything that you want it to be Continue harboring the feeling of succeeding And needing to be the one feeding at the top of the tree Your pinnacles begging to reflect more Cynical images everyday It's harder to stay awake Don't want to see it fade to grey But you continually work there Day after Day Your stuck in a cage Filling with rage And coming down with a mad bad case of age Age of man That truly can't be freed So he plants his seed In hopes to exceed everything He'd become Now the stars they run And there ain't no sun Shining down on him today Cause he had just betrayed The one thing he spent his whole life trying to save Up for Couldn't ignore All the things that he swore He had witnessed before The demons kept teasing his mind By never giving him a sign To all that he wanted to find The meaning of life And what might happen to us all when we die Journey up to a place high in the sky Or fall in the earth And lay with the dirt A life long search Ending in hurt Is this what we deserve? When we are all buried with worth