"if i understood back then what is so easy to see now i could have stopped myself from falling far behind the changes i want will only come if i can turn things down so i search my heart where i know he lies but then i turn around chorus: i should have walked away i should have walked away i should have walked away (some "whoa"ing) with each pa**ing day i feel the way i did the day before and the things that haunt me stay the same i wont let them go i pray and ask for help but then walk down that cursed road where one waits with what i crave and my lusting hunger grows chorus sometimes i must give up things that i want so bad but it's these things in the end that i wished i'd never had chorus "