Ghosts of August - Lived It Up lyrics

Yeah, you're not ashamed to turn my back Turn my back on everyone Realizing what I've done Safe isn't me, you're so afraid Feel as if I'm alive but I'm walking dead I am not in sync Never been the same I'll let you down I'll let you down Of all the things I've done I swear I won't regret a single one Guilty as I am And still I get what I want Doesn't matter what I've done Pay no mind to consequence I've lived it up until now The past is what you make of it Without consequence You can call me anything Any name you think Nothing you can say matters anyway Sticks and stones may break When I'm on the brink Of falling down Of falling down And these times I felt like I was just acting up I'm starving for attention Look who is laughing now Of all the things I've done I swear I won't regret a single one Guilty as I am And still I get what I want Doesn't matter what I've done Pay no mind to consequence I've lived it up until now The past is what you make of it Without consequence I can feel these slip away Just slip away So many things I wanna say don't know how And no I won't look back on things I can't control Saying tell me now Tell me now Of all the things I've done I swear I won't regret a single one Guilty as I am And still I get what I want Doesn't matter what I've done Pay no mind to consequence I've lived it up until now The past is what you make of it Without consequence I've lived it up until now The past is what you make of it Without consequence