Now I'm constantly walking the line between wasted dreams All I need is a place where I fit in with these thoughts of mine I can't help but think why I even try When this journey of mine, it just breaks me down I feel you, always watching me, judging me There's a devil on my shoulder that I'll deal with when I'm older Don't waste all the apologies, honestly So if I'm going down, until I lose my f**ing mind, let's sing it There's no means to an end when we always start again Why is this so pretend, now we're all just losing friends Wow, we cut so deep, now we're bleeding out I'll admit it, that I need you now 'Cause you build me up I need a quick fix psychologically Oh I'm a s**er to the American Dream When I die young, you'll spread your legacy I'm gonna kick back, sit back, never gonna look back Never gonna look back Never gonna look back Never gonna look back (Never gonna look back) I feel you, always watching me, judging me There's a devil on my shoulder that I'll deal with when I'm older Don't waste all the apologies, honestly So if I'm going down, until I lose my f**ing mind, let's sing it In this world, I wanna elevate I wanna find my fate, it's my destiny Only mean it and I need you now So let me find myself in a messed up way Kiss up, wake my soul, sing me lullabies Close my eyes when you send me off to die Run away, what you, sick enough for state You turned your back on I can't save this place I feel you, always watching me, judging me There's a devil on my shoulder that I'll deal with when I'm older Don't waste all the apologies, honestly So if I'm going down, until I lose my f**ing mind, let's sing it In this world, I wanna elevate I wanna find my fate, it's my destiny Only mean it, and I need you now, so let me find myself in a messed up way