Ghoƨta - Venting lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Mikey Omega] Late nights and early mornings Bags under my eyes I don't heed the warnings I don't believe most of what people tell me Honestly, quite possibly for the fact that too many Have lied to me Why am I always thinking about the past Is my present really that bad And I wonder what the future holds Damn I think too much I wish I could be one of those carefree souls That doesn't worry about a thing and just goes with the flow oh And my ex still won't leave me alone I know that I should change my number on my phone But for some reason beyond me I just won't [Hook: Miriam Olmedo and Mikey Omega] I ask what is my purpose I'm feeling so worthless Give me a sign What is my purpose I'm feeling so worthless Give me a sign Please make it obvious this time Cause otherwise I won't get the message I've tried to read the bible but I never understand any pa**age nah [Verse 2: Mikey Omega] To my nephew You know I'll always take care of you Anything you want little dude Just ask your uncle "ikey" No matter how ridiculous you think it might be I'll be, there I've been selfish and sh**, worried about myself I'm sorry for the demons that got to be dealt It's not your fault Its somebody else And I know I'm your hero like batman with his utility belt Now I know why I can't be a player f** a chick, see you later I get caught up and sprung Even if it's obvious to know, she's a total hoe I'll fool myself into thinking that she's the one [Hook] [Verse 3: Mikey Omega] I think too much I need to get light headed Thousand thought stuff Mixing halogens, faded Drinking poison, we call it vodka Life is such a f**in soup opera But f** drama, I'm in the comedy section Young, laugh now cry later when I'm older Too young to be bitter sh** I got issues To better myself I pursue But no matter how hard I try, it's something I just can't do I'm a fan of music The only thing that helps me keep my cool Hot headed kid with a keen ability to write Even though I never did good in school I think too much Two thousand thoughts trying to squeeze through one clutch I over stress over microscopic problems For me to be carefree Well that would be so f**in awesome