[Intro: Evan "Blackboy Harris (talking)] I been in jail eight months the last time, bruh I done read the bible. I done read the whole new testament bruh and I'm finna get back on the old testament, bruh, I done read the whole new testament when I was in jail, bruh, back and forth, once bruh. Done read the whole thing and I read parts of the old testament, bruh. I'm spiritually connected bruh, trust me bruh, motherf**ers don't know, I don't talk bout it that much but I know who, where I'm at with God, bruh. And I don't feel like God gone make me do the whole time, bruh. I feel like he just teaching me a lesson bruh, and teaching all my n***as who f** with me a lesson too, bruh. Yall n***as can learn off this sh** bruh, yall n***as might be like damn bruh.... [Intro] Like, this sh** get real for me too You know what I'm saying? Just listen [Verse 1] Man look at all the sh** that I'm dealing with This E&J, I'm feelin' it Let's begin, I'm three shots in Got another one that I still ain't lit Got charges that I'm really still paying on But look at all the money that I done spent Zone 6 turned into a war zone And Buckhead tryna go up on rent My mama tryna sell her condo sh** done got a little crazy Ever since some n***a came and totaled my Hondo Now I'm riding round in a Benz And I'm with my friends and we all just flexing You know we not playing And mama keep saying "Boy you gotta stop driving and texting" But I'm tryna make these moves mama Gotta keep my mind off of all this bullsh** Cause sh** done got a little iffy If I don't stay busy n***a might just lose it Said sh** done got a little iffy If I don't stay busy n***a might just lose it But I'm just too cool for that You better prepare cause I'm creepin' And if you was sleepin' Then you was a fool for that I'm bucking on my probation (f** it) Tryna stay on top of school So I really don't got no time to be wasting And I be tryna mind my business But I got these f** n***as they still hating But they don't even know what I been through Need to stop worrying bout me And worry bout yo b**h asking what my Benz do [Hook] I'm bout to spark in my castle It's only right for the king I'm feeling like I'm the greatest I'm feeling like the supreme This crown is becoming a ha**le I guess it's the life of a king I'm feeling like I'm the greatest I'm feeling like the supreme [Verse 2] Man look at all the sh** that's happening All this sh** still kinda baffling I remember thinking bout suicide When life was getting too ha**ling Actually a n***a really tried it But it didn't really work out for me I guess I was a little misguided I guess God had another route for me I guess I should light this last one I'm trying to adjust but who can I trust? Got my own n***as tryna pull a fast one And I got some n***as doing time in the chain gang Man they need to free my n***a Evan (free Blackboy) Man I miss my n***a Ryan I swear this sh** get so depressing Wishing they had visitation in heaven I guess it all made me fearless Cause none of these n***as are a threat to me I can't wait til my ex hear this Just know you'll always be a regret to me I'm bucking on my probation I probably smell like a pound My heart is so cold and so heavy My head so heavy from the crown I'm feeling like I'm the greatest Cause I been down but came back on my throne f** it I feel like the bravest Better know I'm doing this on my own Better know I'm doing this for my n***as All of my n***as stayed down from the jump I'm coming for seven figures I only take premium gas on my pump [Hook] [Bridge] Damn I'm f**ed up I'm just, I'm just, I'm tryna hold it together [Verse 3] I'm feeling so f**ing faded I think I need to slow down a bit But I can't slow down til after I make it You thinking everything's peachy Like I got it easy like its an elective That hating sh** so ineffective I know that its all subjective I'm tryna give you a different perspective I'm tryna give you a look at my life I been to jail but I'm not going back My daddy said always stay humble Stay outta trouble and try not to slack Cause its all about the progression So ima keep counting my blessings And I'm still learning my lessons A n***a get so f**ing tired of these questions Like what is yo orientation? And when the f** did you start rapping? How did you get a Mercedes? Boy yo folks must have been trapping I'm bout to let n***as have it But I'm just too paid for that Yall can keep judging while I'm busy cutting the check You know I got the spade for that [Hook x2] n***a [Outro: Evan 'Blackboy' Harris (talking)] I want everybody to be like this a reality check, a lot of sh** that's been happening bruh, since n***as done graduated and sh**, bruh. We grown as f** bruh, this real bruh. This real life n***a, we out here on this sh** bruh...