My face gets tired sometimes from smiling tryna fake out that place that Im in i've been filled with doubt, ive been hiding out ive been away If only i had perfect timing i wish you could see my hearts lining its not just a phase, it's my wicked was im fighting today I can't do this, anymore (chorus) Im not holding back im coming up screaming im not looking at how i used to see things can't do this to myself, not good for my mental health not going to that place no i wont let myself get in the way I need to let myself be broken, come undone cuz vie been frozen it's been way to long, to let this carry on, im coming strong this aint just another feeling, this is something more, something i am believing its time to brake these chains, not now i can't explain, im getting there i can't do this anymore, im tired of closing doors chorus