How does it feel to be misperceived? Does It justify the urge to disbelieve? Cos When you disbelieve you don't have to expect, which can Help you accept what you have to accept. Through disbelief you avoid disappointments and Disappointments hurt so you enjoy this avoidance. All you have left is "I told you so", by which Time the relevance is as void as the point is. You're resistant to being pissed on for good if you Own the extent to which you're misunderstood. So How does it feel to be misperceived? It doesn't Feel like anything if you disbelieve. That doesn't sound very appealing though. Where did the feeling go? Oh yeah. You don't care. You Trained yourself not to go there. Cos you felt like you can't change your world so in- Stead you trained yourself to change yourself. Hopefully you benefit from the changes. It's Actually quite clever but it's dangerous. Cos insecurity is not necessarily immaturity. It's Arguably the essence of your inner purity. (Think about it) Everything your heart has invested must be at Least in part manifested in the Stack of the crap you bear off the back of the fact you care. So that's you there. In Fact who cares? Cos Clearly, within we're just conforming. We're not Really living, we're just performing. Two notions we invent: "pride" and "hope" but In reality, all of us consent by default cos there's Strength in numbers, and this immunity's fine, it's just Why I can't pretend that this community's mine I'm not at the forefront of this community's mind, Which is truthfully fine just Don't feed me this "community" line! I think I'll just wait in this Community line and Beg so my children can go to uni and Hope communion wine's unusually fine at com- Munity service. I'm too indifferent to You to be nervous. Just consider this: My life could have been your life with a twist.