George Samaha - Decisions lyrics

Verse 1: I was never really a scientist, but with a mind, with psychedelic rhymes in it With such beautiful optimism within, that could have made a devil even howl upon it But decisions, underestimating the cost that comes behind it Completely flip switched that man and put a, demon's mind inside it Soon enough, he's violent, isolated from who's beside of him It only escalates, to the point of where he's lying his way out of a crime again The signs of him, becoming a doctor diminishing with self impoverishment Is it worth it, for and escape that'll come back and hit you twice as hard as it did But wow to feel that euphoria, bliss, with the OEV's creeping up on ya Increasing in dopamine, the perception shift, and the CEV'S at the age of 15 A 15 year old not knowing when he's lit or sober When the dopes over wasn't a problem till he turned to DXM to hold him From a kid, who's' mind was set to pinch his next wit To score as much as he can, with the hope of not getting indicted An atrocious metamorphosis, with the force of his curiosity So decipher this first verse, learn, and take it from me Chorus: Don't get involved, one pop, one mistake comes at a cost Hold on, the bottom of the bottle's coming off at your stop Just starting, it picks up and hits you up with the plot The party's gone, you're on your own, how does the end of your anecdote go? Verse 2: When I was 14 I was hyped I had my first sip of cider Sat beside my friend and told him if anyone came down, to hide it But my dad he didn't buy it, he wanted to know with his finger on it Just to figure out, that “I'm tired” meant I'm drunk or ripping chronic The problem, was constant and devoured his conscience When the games pushed up and he's booked by the school for having alcohol on him And listen to me when I say, it's not easy to watch Your friend strapped up to a stretcher, life or d**h and you're the cause So a year later I'm off again, not the same stuff that I started with Cider sipping to DXM stayed up puking nights and downing gin I'm called up; from my basement baked and wasted I barely made it I'm shaking, legs aching I pa** out looking at my parents faces (music stop thing) So pause! Before you hit it fore' you pop it or sip The buzz it comes at a cost and cash ain't part of the bet Overestimate denial, cause it f**s with your head Cause “It won't happen to me”, is the biggest lie you tell yourself Chorus: Don't get involved, one pop one mistake comes at a cost Hold on, the bottom of the bottle's coming off at your stop Just starting, it picks up and hits you up with the plot The party's gone, you're on your own, how does the end of your anecdote go? (2x) (talking) See what the media does, they pretend to give a sh** about you They pretend to give a sh** about who you're going to be in 10 years You can't arrest people for d** then advertise to buy alcohol It's absurd, it's money, so don't listen to anyone Not the media, not the government, not the cops it's all manipulative bullsh** Because it doesn't matter what they think is right Do what you think is right, depend on nobody but yourself But just make sure that yourself makes the right decisions