Genuine Panama - No Good lyrics

{Verse 1} I got to be sane I got to be cold I got to behave like I was told And to shake with no faults and be I got to be numb I got to be fine I got to become what I was like When I was all mine, and nobody else's {Chorus} I try to sit still, sit still My moments swell up to size and shudder on a Limbic sill But I keep it in a tea cup love 'cause all that I've found it's no good You know that it's no good {Verse 2} Catching it plumb Touching the sides Remember those open-gullet eyes? I'll do it alone, oh I'll do it alone I stuck to the floor, yet slipping away That rheumatoid taste in waves again And the order is tall And the internet's slow In my apnea-warmth, I wallow {Chorus} I try to sit still, sit still My moments swell up to size and shudder on a Limbic sill But I keep it in a tea cup love 'cause all that I've found it's no good You know that it's no good