Gentry Fox - Downcast lyrics

[Verse 1: GENTRY FOX] One of them days wet from the rain but Dry from the pain due to loss of the game Thoughts lost in a maze due to too much strain Exhale and relax for some hope to reclaim Some sense made of sane while I feel this way But I can't so I backtrack back towards rage Then hate on myself and everything That helped me create this ball and chain Since all in the end there be no one to blame But myself and the way that I choose to behave On them days when I feel like a goddamn slave Keep thy fist anywhere but the boss mans face cause I might f** him up come one more thing Outside his mouth I might just swing Lay him down on ground what's wrong with me? See normally I'm calm and happy Something deep inside me has me asking Why even bother just give up trying Run while you can f** mere surviving What be the point when you can't pay the rent and The fines that owe seat warrents on bench while The wallet still flat no dollars and cents Guts tied in a knot with a mind state tense Makes me wanna say f** this I quit Instead I flip it to a f** that sh** Then lift myself up out of this pit but I slip lose grip then fall back in Somebody please help no one within Here lost in abyss I hear call this Can see what I think nor feel and since That mean only one thing here I live While here I die so here I sit like [Chorus 1: DIDO - THANK YOU] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad It's no so bad