Color-coded blasphemy This really strange anatomy. Is this really my life? Something isn't right. The ambiguity This whole damn conspiracy, Playing out in my head Something isn't right. I never wanted this. I never asked for it. But this is what you gave me. I never wanted this I never asked for it Stranger than a ma**acre This homicidal afterbirth. I am not a stranger To living with the anger. I don't need a miracle I just need a place to go. Send me to the angels And tell god I said goodbye. I never wanted this. I never asked for it. But this is what you gave me. I never wanted this I never asked for it But this is what you gave me I could care less about the world sometimes. A certain inspiration takes me to the afterlife. I'll see you on the other side. Nothing ever takes away the sh** that I see every day. With total inconsistencies, so f** the whole conspiracy. So long. I'm f**ing gone! I never wanted this. I never asked for it. But this is what you gave me. I never wanted this I never asked for it But this is what you gave me Why would you forsake me?