Gem of the Guts - Hit me with a bat lyrics

I know everything is alright But i sometimes just want to die My addictions, my distractions Is it all that i deserve ? My insecurities are building up A whole empire with my guts Wait what am i saying, those lyrics are sh** One question, what's happening ? I just wanted to be alright, i need brothers by my side No cigarettes, i don't feel safe, what have i become I just wanted to be alright, i need brothers by my side A burning shower into the dark, hit me with a bat I love your face, it's so bitter Under your eyes, your skin's darker Blades, knifes, razors under your coat You're dry but it's wet under your coat You won't know me demon, i live In your peripheral vision I would consider you story If you weren't my creation (be as high as my expectations) Hit me with a bat Hit me with a bat Hit me with a bat Hit me with a bat