Gazelle Twin - Anti Body lyrics

Don't know how to feel When you want to see All the pain you cause To your family Suffering the most I hear what you say Everything is clear I can't live that way Don't know how to feel When you want to break All the things you love Thinking it's OK Cutting into flesh Til the loop returns Everything is black Now that you confess I begin to try I can't shake the urge Burying the fear Stifling the cry It's not like they said Best time of your life Giving all you can Love you til your dead I can hear a voice It begins to shout Making me believe I would have no choice I can feel the eyes Looking over me Following my skin Cannot cease to be I can't let you in It takes too much to get out If I don't let you in That full force pushes me down I can't let you in It takes too much to get out If I don't let you in That full force pushes me down When I was fourteen I hid in his room Hoping I would sleep Never be exhumed History and the past It was always there Swallowing the pill Til I breathed my last Suffering the most I hear what you say Everything is clear I can't live that way Don't know how to feel When I want to end All the time I've had Thinking it's not real See Shout See Shout I can't let you in It takes too much to get out If I don't let you in That full force pushes me down I can't let you in It takes too much to get out If I don't let you in That full force pushes me down When I was fourteen I hid in his room Hoping I would sleep Never be exhumed History and the past It was always there Swallowing the pill Til I breathed my last I can't let you in It takes too much to get out If I don't let you in That full force pushes me down I can't let you in It takes too much to get out If I don't let you in That full force pushes me down