Gavin - Why does it always gotta be me? lyrics

[verse 1 Gavin] I will always want my arms around her and her arms around me, and I want to feel her lips against mine at least one more time. But my supposed friend can't let that be, she said she would always stick with me well that was a lie. And I feel like my heart has been taken and thrown in a shredder, I just want her to know that I'll never forget her, she was and is my everything, I wish she was my queen and I be the king, but nothing ever works out for me. Aujourd'hui, j'ai perdu un ami, un frère et mon amour. But I guess that's life and love, I'm at war with myself leaving scars on my arms. And I'm just prayin to the heavens above to let me have her back, but I feel like I lack the responsibility to have her with me eternally, to be my queen. Why does it always gotta be me?