Gavin Castleton - Hard to Believe lyrics

Hard to believe seven years went by this fast hard to believe all my friends are gone at last. hard to believe I built myself a lousy home a pirate ship of styrofoam a vessel everyone can see is sinking but me hard to believe I'm sick hard to believe I'm no doctor hard to believe I'm a dead man I'm a goner, a comet, a kickstand. hard to believe I can't make Pepsi out of wine I've ended up as Frankenstein the only thing you'd pay to see is my monster k**ing me and I asked for help a million times the warning signs were those wrinkled lines and you saw them every night I aged two years with every fight I'm a blind giving tree that doesn't see when it's time to leave and it's hard to believe it's hard to believe... [whine, whine, whine...] all across the battlefield my men are lying in their blood so much suffering at my heels even valiance sinks in mud.