Gardenian - Courageous lyrics

Existing for chaos To harm conceive and lie Twisting all straight answers I'm a fake Silently respectfully I move behind your backs Secretly suspiciously I create my little lies I seem to have forgotten the truth As well as story Nothing no longer adds up Regretting my conviction to be as every one Hiding my solutions deep in my pride I am here for you I am here for you No one longer listens I have a hard time to reach out Might they have discovered all my wrongs I guess I never realised the problems That I've caused I guess I have myself to blame For trusting all those lies I must reach out explain these lies I just don't have the courage To do it at this time I must reach out explain these lies I just don't have the courage To do it at this time