Garbage - Happy Home lyrics

In my happy home I barely breathe In my lovers arms I find relief And there's a sky that's changing and a bird that sings I never once in my wayward life was heading to run out In my lovers arms I wait for morning I beg my god to speak and tear me apart I'd lay down my body I'd lay down my arms I never once in my sweet short life meant anybody harm In my happy home I read the signs In my lovers arms I move in time There's no more crying and there's no more lies I never once in my sweet short life was waiting for desire And there's no more crying And there's no more pain I never thought for one second I'd have nothing left but shame