I only go where I'm invited only fit in where I fit I'm not trying to be dramatic I try my best to deal with it and when I think about it I wanna punch myself how am I doing lately? is it really hard to tell and if I sound like a broken record I'm just trying to push myself through this groove and I'll be here until you pick me up and start me over I'm so tired of being thoughtless and hopelessly obsessed I don't mean to sound so damn pathetic at least you've seen me at my best and when I think about it I wanna punch myself how am I doing lately?