Gamal - Rainy Day Blues / Rancor lyrics

[Verse 1] In my room ready to leak my brain out Cuz its better then leaking my brain out Maybe see what this fames bout In my room when its sunny While its raining out Or when its fall i dont leave my house at all So my friends keep f**ing calling And i keep f**ing falling I dont spring for anything Im stuck in this autumn I dont change even when weather does Praying for a better buzz Better d** Even better love Better hugs Better kisses Im f**ing up every script written in sight Rip it up smoke a blunt and re write the script over at night Till its perfect but im worthless at this working im sh**ty online even worse in person Looking at my hands like is it worth it? No place for no faith heart aches and heart breaks Have no chase when im sippin smoking straight to the face Sprinting straight to last place Rainy day blues i got a bad case [Hook] I wrote you a letter Hope you never forget Cuz one day you'll remember The day i left I wrote you a letter Hope you never forget Cuz one day you'll remember The day i left [Verse 2] I gotta focus but it's hopeless when you can't see it I couldn't dream it now I'm out every weekend k**ing beats I can't believe it Cuz this sh** looks so appealing and deceiving Have me thinking that I actually might be dreaming But f** it ima live weather awake or asleep Speak my life thru my beats so to speak until I'm beat this is who I be Be a legend not reppin any place or set of brethren Just trynna see the world thru checks and jets and f**ing bestfriends A product of my habitat maybe help someone else Give them all I got until there's nothing left But f**ing stress As long as theyre f**ing happy I guess Then I can lay myself to rest Occupy my time with hopeless lines and quoteless ryhmes Hoping to open my mind while I still have time Cuz the clocks could be watching so I'm not stopping til I'm stopping and I might be stopping [Hook] I wrote you a letter Hope you never forget Cuz one day you'll remember The day i left I wrote you a letter Hope you never forget Cuz one day you'll remember The day i left [Verse] Thinking about thinking now Thinking outside the box you put me in And im still thinking wow Boy oh boy hes a genius hes an artist Hes the smartest by the farthest Hes most retard Whose that New cat New rap Mute that boom bap But love for my beasty brothers Like two daps On point like the number two No point in coming thru like a menstrual If you didn't catch that rewind it divine sh** I find it ironic i dont hear my words i mime it I mine sh** and mine sh** Minding my own mine pit Music is business and i mind my own Until i find my home Thats when im really high ozone Watching home alone stoned home alone yo Outer body i could watch my own throne yo My goal is gold soul i control my own bones I landlines like a home phone You know you f** when frodo when phone home But i can't go home Home is a no go Dad and bro is a no show Buts thats a no no I won't go there Thats no fair My dad is nowhere with no air And im jelous i wanna see him after the album Release it then die on my roof thats the outcome The only way to see him Is meet up with him john george and jesus Luke john paul and peter Of course if there up there And if im up there too