[Verse 1] Saw the other side of his life tonight Sitting in his room it was black and white Say you next up what they all say right? Loaded the 4.5. with the songs he write Just words in his mouth no sound pulled the trigger like (gun sound) Mind blowing ain't it All this writing on the walls like a newspaper faded So many headlines(headlines) Tired of his dreams f** a bedtime(bedtime) Oxymoronic how they sleeping on a n***a? His insomnia chronic Got him puffin on the same as his affliction Hard work up on this grind not a hobby his addiction Nowhere to go yet he still here tripping Almost crashed that black car he was whipping Now n***a that's slavery/ Steady tripping instead of chilling He might die out here chasing after millions [Chorus] This is what it sound like when the dreamer wakes up I ain't f**ing with it if it ain't involving us Bury me a G with at least a million plus And I only fear god and my n***as who I trust But when I'm all alone The clothes and the hoes all gone The money in the bank all blown i just gotta remember Suicide doors suicide watch k**ing them young yeah suicide watch [Verse 2] How do you cope when it seems like the worlds gone cold As anemic and all you got is your soul For the record like an LP mine can not be sold Bout as rare as the vinyls my vitals on wax I pour Though he's wealthy in the mind his bank account don't reflect the same thing Might just hang from one of these gold chains They telling me don't complain so I'm jumping head first out the cabin door All alone hope the pilot will pray for me Mighty funny all the kids here relate to me But as I'm feeling here lately All of this realness can't escape through the latency So please excuse my lateness as i f** the game up no latex Can't play safe trying to make it Nouns to the basic adverbial to n***as who been complacent As he stands here adjacent to dreams he was chasing Spied her man in the mirror so amazing/ As he jumped off [J.Cook Talks]