G-No - Heart pt 3 Freestyle lyrics

Sitting on the bench alone, staring into the pond The wind blows, me and the voices in my head bond They the only ones to understand, only ones to respond Im way to advanced for my generation If i drown myself right now, will i evade the temptation? To selling my soul to the devil, i hate being on the different level I hate not feeling normal, flashing lights, weird sounds, is this paranormal? f** i must be an alien, genius mind inside of my cranium So why do i feel the need to get high?, i need to go back to my home within the sky I live like i know heavens above the clouds, im looking around, the devils hiding inside of the crowds Thats the reason why im trying to break through, cause evil can be in every action we do Your talking like i asked for your opinion, i never asked you, so f** you Please be quiet, i need to focus, im trying to plan a silent riot Whenever you see a guy fawkes mask, you start to get nervous If you need violence to enforce your ideas, your ideas are worthless I wonder how you would act, if you didn't have the power I could state facts for over an hour But i ain't gonna bore you, the truth is what i have for you, but more to, the point Im just trying to become a rapper, im not perfect, i say this while rolling a joint A gla** of gin, tattoos on my skin, thats 3 sins, im never gonna win Help get my mind free, the eyes are the key to the soul, so if you sell your soul, they control everything that youll see Thats deep, talk is cheap, you say all these promises that youll never keep I promise to be the best youve ever seen, know exactly what i mean When you listen to these lyrics, oh another kendrick lamar beat I release my thoughts within this instrumental, my memories won't delete I stay awake during 3am, i dont need this sleep I need all the energy that is given off when the body is most weak Thats why i stay prepared, i dont want anyone to care, i keep my distance Within my appearance, i can conceal I never told, my brother, sisters, mother or father, exactly how i feel You say im cold hearted I say im just trying to become an artist An how can i do that if noone will relate? A better place to live is what im trying to create We live in a world where you need experience to gain experience Money to get money, but im inexperienced and im broke So whos gonna take advice from the words ive ever spoke If you won't listen, then at least read the lyrics i wrote I showed you the ropes, thats why youve got marks around your throat Cause i hate how you act so greedily, like everything comes to you so easily How stupid was i trying to live a life so peacefully? When im surrounded by anger Everyone around me must think fake love is the answer But i feel the vibes I feed off them to write these rhymes I could make this wine from your blood The same way i turn evil to good On this track, im not claiming to be a king or a god I always come through, even when im against all the odds Ive earned everything ive got, so its time to forget I believe no other rapper is a threat If you like me, then you like me, thats cool Im not gonna be another sheep following all of the rules Early in the morning, i just hit snooze I really dont care, i need to take a day off I got plenty of time to rise to the top Be sure of that, im not gonna drop, down to my knees Back to the bench, back to the cold breeze Back in the town, i hated Ive waited and waited All the time that ive wasted, i just want to quit How the f** am i meant to make it? When i dont get out what i put in A new day, the world still spins No wonder this place drives me insane The same sh** just happens over and over again