G-No - Finding Yourself lyrics

[Verse 1] You shouldn't leave me alone, to be with my thoughts at night You left me to get in the zone, now nothing feels right A slow beat, a slow smoke, i take a few slow tokes It took my mind somewhere ive never been Eyelids closed, visualizing things ive never seen But everythings going to be alright cause every tunnel ends with a bright light Even if you didn't enjoy the ride, its gonna be fine, least you never lied And stuck with the truth and came who you should of became Its insane, these people lose themselves trying to become something different Ive had these dreams since i was a little infant Ive never understood why youd hide behind that disguise Be sure that im gonna remind you of the times you turned the blind eye At the very least ill try, to control your thoughts, ask yourself why You chose the wrong way, of life, or, why you tried to get away from life, you could of had Even when your sad, you can't cry, you dont feel anything inside Since the day, you walked from who you are, and decided to hide Dont forgot the worlds wide, but you wanted enclosure, i understand that, i fear exposure You hate your inner self, thats why im trying to expose myself So nothing gets twisted, how many times do i have to tell you to mind your business? So i can gain my riches and burn my bridges Will i finally grant forgiveness? when im barely breathing, you have no idea what im feeling So what do you reckon? Do i have what it takes to become a legend? So let the instrumental explain a few things for a second [Verse 2] New verse, rap is my religion, this studio is my church A different day so a new motive Born in may, so two personality's clashing, one filled with disbelief, and the other just wants to achieve Now ive started lashing out, to the closest ones, why can't you leave? We all say the things we shouldn't when we get angry? And quite frankly, i meant every word i ever said Or so im lead to believe, by the voices inside of my head When did i lose my sanity? Im watching the game from my balcony Actually, im not better than anyone else At the end of the day, where was i, when you needed help? I put you on, then i cut you off I didn't provide any a**istance, i tried my best to keep the distance I hate commitment I haven't met anyone, who shares my vision Ive never explained what i want before i die or whats on my bucket list You haven't seen with my minds eye or what my dreams consist Im dark and im deep and i accept that Im calm and im quiet but youd expect that Last time i checked, i had my chance, and i wrecked it Thats why everyday im rehearsing my verses Ive overcome my fears and the curses Ive finally realized that im gifted, when the people i thought was close, drifted, but my mood was lifted My minds focused only for the music Ive been nowhere near the blueprint I chose my own path, own direction I got my own style down to perfection So what do you reckon? Do i have what it takes to become a legend? So let the instrumental explain a few things for a second