G Jones - From a High View lyrics

[Verse 1] Young n***a I'm feeling old Family turned and my friends are gone Just me I'm here alone No a**ociates to even hit my phone No girl, no money, no one just been alone Word to mother call up to God and he don't even got no mobile phone My Momma just died It's pain in my eyes Sometimes I can't cry but I still cry inside I wonder why my whole life has been dry I just look up to God but sometimes I look down Sometimes I laugh and sometimes I frown Sometimes I'm mad and sometimes I'm down I love a few and the rest can go down And I'm trying to stay up but ya' girl can go down And I know she know (x5)