[Intro] Look man, I'll spit that soulful sh** man All that real sh** from the heart for all my n***as that's dead All my n***as incarcerated, my family Everybody that been through something man, cause I'm from the struggle so that's who I do it for And all my fans, look [Verse 1] Remember me? Yeah I came from nothing Stayed humble on my grind, stuck to it, now I wake up stunting But I had to humble down on my own f** n***as I'ma die on my own So thats why I'm alone Remember Me, Fazo, and Manski used to hoop at the center Now big homie gone and broski eating tuna for dinner Then they really ask me why I'm a sinner Cause I'ma already gonna die by the system, So why abide by the system Ain't nobody did sh** for Herbo So ain't nobody getting sh** from Herbo, But a clip from Herbo I'm just tryin to live good man and take care of my family Never hated I just waited shouldn't be no n***a mad at me And I gotta stay strapped cause I know n***as after me I prefer a 1-4 over the county morgue Bail money I won't even see the county doors I went from Pissy hallways to them marble floors [Interlude] (A collect call from...(?)) Look man I just told y'all this the type of sh** I do it for man All my n***as incarcerated All my dead n***as man I promise to die wasn't none of this sh** playing I could drop down and die right now man I'm answering these county calls everyday man Putting money on all my n***as Books making sure they good man that's the type of sh** I get into man [Hook - The Mind] Cause am I worthy I stayed up later one day Came woke up early Early I'm starting to feel boxed in Losing my conscious What if I'm trapped in? What if I'm locked in? These thoughts can't hold me The lord consoles me Tryin to make it right but wrong is all around And I'm down, I'm down, I'm down, I'm down, I'm down I'm down, I'm down, I'm down, I'm down [Verse 2] I'm 19 years going on 39 I done seen murders, rapes, mommas crying right on that f**ing 9 Then where we at, back on that f**ing 9 Fiends and detectives trying to see who got that pack jumping on the 9 Momma told me stay away My Grandma told me stay away But right back out there everyday like that crack on that f**ing 9 Young n***as don't listen just load up their pistols and stuff for them b**hes that front how they living with diamonds on pictures Nah I ain't f**ing with them insta-feds Unless they lock me up for sipping lean, f** around and get the chair Cause I be pouring this sh** everywhere Like Wayne said so I don't feel it when it hit but I ain't never scared Cause when its time to go its time to go That's why I'm going hard now to leave my granny and my mom some dough Pay to get my sister through school You know some sh** like that Not the cars, clothes sh** you lose and get right back (n***a) [Outro] That's just the way it is man I don't want to do anymore talking man Ballin like I'm Kobe the mixtape 150 dream team man Free all my n***as man, RIP my n***as man I'm just going to let the beat lead me out man, that's all I got [Hook - The Mind] Cause am I worth it I stayed up late and when day Came woke up early Early I'm starting to feel boxed in Losing my conscious What if I'm trapped in? What if I'm locked in? These bars can't hold me The lord consoles me Trying to make it right but wrong is all around And I'm down, I'm down, I'm down, I'm down, I'm down I'm down, I'm down, I'm down, I'm down