FVDXVD - L.O.D (lyrical overdose) lyrics

[Curse] The way that I look at you slaughtered Thought blood was thicker than that water This ain't the way my mama taught us This ain't the way n***as was brought up But f** it I love you regardless... Im Keilo and I dont give a single f** on what you grew up with I f** evils up and if I run up you know I'll be f**in you up quick That loyalty somethin Im stuck wit Yo s**a sh** what I can't f** wit Im spittin lyrical erpution n***a My logic ain't up for discussion Never one to duck when sh** get to bussin No fear of d**h with these souls in my clutches Devils hate cuz they know they can't touch us Tellin truths but Im wishin I wasn't Lookin back on all the sh** that I learned from you Got my first weed to burn from you And most of the sh** I yearned to do Was all for respect I earned from you Was there when I fought of my demons too Wakin up in the middle of the night can't move When I opened my eyes all I seen was you Dreams of slow motion swings AT YOU! Put it on myself to love you til d**h But I guess life change like seasons do Now 111 my legion proof That the way that I grew never needed you And now The way that I look at you slaughtered Thought blood was thicker than that water This ain't the way my mama taught us This ain't the way n***as was brought up But f** it I love you regardless Hardest, used to treatin n***as heartless Finish sh** but never no start sh** Although I repeatedly spark sh** Eternal i run in the darkness I will never flee from my enemies Or no kin to me Now I gotta breathe on alotta trees Just to ease the pain from yo memories Neva thought Id Feel this for my family Now I swing in this Darkness surrounding me, drowning me Holding me down from the inside In mental it ain't nowhere you can hide from me (I hold myself responsible) I know you wanna see me gone But f** it to each his own Long as you know ain't no sleep in the reaper zone We feed your soul but come in trippin and i promise yo soul what im feastin on Dont wanna see me in a beastie mode This one eleven sh** go deeper than oceans n***a... I am what i am I stand where i stand because of me sh** nobody does for me I do for me Need no one to shoot for me I shot for me Dont wanna mosh wit me I swing and i rock ya teeth Boss, given what it cost to be Im livin how i think a God should be Cuz It is what it is... and it was what it was Dirt in the blood and made mud f** it i dont give a f** I just wanna smoke on my bud n***as leveled up Now im free...