Futuristic - Change lyrics

[Verse] Driving down my old street Reminiscing 'bout watching concerts from nosebleeds What's charity? I'm keeping all my proceeds Yesterday my mama asked, what happened to the old me? So loving, so caring and so generous Eager to learn, so I can wipe away the ignorance I'm only worried 'bout my current situation If you made it through what I have You too would be inconsiderate I only rap about myself, cause I don't have friends I'm still tryna get over the things my dad did Two racks for a show and I left it at the crib I'm still tripping, someone tell me where my cash went I ain't mad about the money, man, that come and go I'm just upset my whole family's untrustworthy Been buying my own clothes, since like fifth grade My grandmama said, don't you have enough jerseys? She pa**ed away and I ain't been the same since Not to mention on the fourth of July Me and my girl's anniversary So on the day I'm supposed to be happy I wear a smile, but I'm hurting inside And it's like, you gotta grind every second of every day If you really wanna make it into rotation at the station So when d**h and tragedy hits you, you push it away Ain't no time for a f**ing vacation I'm like, what if it doesn't work, what if I never make it I'm running out of words, what the f** am I saying I should be celebrating all of my latest success Maybe I should've took that deal, could be my greatest regret And I'm stressed, overwhelmed of what I put on my own plate Haters love and that's all I get from my home state Tell my girl I'm working, so I'll probably be home late Sometimes I'm really working, sometimes I'm just home late Change