Futuristic - Listen To Me lyrics

[Verse:] Yeah, yo, my grandmama pa**ed away a month ago I swear to God that I will never be the same I don't even know why I'm swearing to God I don't really believe in all of that bullsh** anyways I'm sorry if you get offended Back in the day, I used to be the same I went to church every weekend all by myself But I kinda feel like the preacher is to blame He took advantage of my bro That's a story that no one knows Shouldn't be told so I keep it to myself I wanna ask him about it but I just leave it alone And I don't tell stories for the f** of it I do it just to get it off my chest I don't know how to do anything but rap I ain't learned sh** since the day my dad left And I cry sometimes when we talk on the phone He don't know that's a hole that was never filled A patch on my heart and my brain I will never be the same That's a wound that'll never heal A clubhouse that we never built Then again, we still got good memories At least I can thank him for the fact that he went to the clinic to tell my mama not to get rid of me It was that damn close So I guess I'm supposed to be alive So is it strange if I hope that I die? Hope that I swerve off the road late at night? Hope that I crash when I'm taking a flight? Hope that he pulls out a gun if we fight? I don't give a f**, n***a, that's all my life That sound stupid, right? But that's a thought that I think all the time I often wish I could rewind Both my ex-girls got kids One month away from being mine It shows how they get over a n***a Both of them broke and they call me to complain And both of them cheated I guess that's why I feel like all women is the same I cheated on my next girl too I f**ed a whole bunch of girls But honestly none of them meant sh** I did it just to get over you Ain't that what we supposed to do? Come on, I'm a man, I'm a dog And you so in love with a n***a, you forgive him and act like you ain't see what you saw I don't smoke that much, it make me paranoid I don't drink that much, it make me wanna fight My best friend stole all of my sh** And got away with it like he does every time I should have beat his a**, right? But he lied and he said it wasn't him He even cried and gave me a big hug So I guess that our whole friendship was pretend If I'm rambling, turn me off, if you care at all, turn it up The only thing that I ever wanted was for people to hear my music, put it in the car and bump Nah, that ain't enough I wanna be known as the greatest World famous, still the most hated Most underrated but most overplayed sh** [Outro x2:] So listen to me, yeah, yeah, yeah, listen to me Oh, even if I'm off key, listen to me Why don't you listen to me? Yeah, listen to me, yeah, yeah, yeah, listen to me Oh, even if I'm off key, listen to me Why don't you listen to me?