Fury In The Slaughterhouse - Grey November Day lyrics

As far as I know It was a grey November day, in 1959 when it began my mum used to wash all my tears away trying to protect her little son I was supposed to be a doctor I was supposed to be a man who works hard for the government hard 磘il the very end I was supposed to be a banker I was supposed to be a who*e then music came, heaven sent became my only friend my love and my helping hand and it never let me down it磗 been a long way from that grey november, grey november day 磘il today from that grey november day then dad disappeared I dried my mummy磗 tears fought against my fears and lost my way ten years ago my daughter said: hello hope started to grow day by day I was supposed to be a loser I was supposed to be a clown who drowned in the summer rain jumped off the running train I was supposed to be a popstar I was supposed to be a jerk Who doesn磘 know where he's coming from a singer without a song no clue how to get along but they were all wrong It磗 been a long way.......... I was supposed to be a doctor I was forced to heal myself It felt good in the summer rain Free and without a pain I was supposed to be a loser but I never lost myself in this forest of memories I started to climb the trees Not a single one磗 too high As far as I know It was a grey november day in 1959 when it began I still dream of dad Who sits next to the sun And I hope he sees his son Walk on