Fuel - It's Come To This lyrics

And I found my head uncrowned and all life's sweet nectar flowing down the cracks and seams wasted on some petty little prayers And I Reached up for despair but I was well below that cherished stage And all My mangled hopes all song unsung I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time Everything is faded Smiles are fabricated now I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time Held my eyes closed for too long And I ran out through the streets in hopes that I might find it there But All my buildings stared back at me tenantless and bare And I Reached up for the sky, but it always seemed so far away Transcendent thoughts you gave lie atrophied and broken My mangled hopes all song unsung I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time Everything is faded Smiles are fabricated now I fear I've wasted all my sun I fear I've wasted all my time Held my eyes closed for too long And I sat when I should have stood; and swallowed when I should have spit But Until now I only recognize me in pictures taken long ago And All the changes simply haunt and never go away A friend will tell when I hit hell, I may not feel the change Held my eyes closed for too long Held my eyes closed for too long Just before I go don't you offer any sweet advice Cause where were all Your shoulders when I needed them so long ago And Now with legs weak and weary from this silly dance With a suitcase full of memories, I pack my bags and slowly Drift away