The first time I realized I was living in this world I was probably looking at the sky and forgive me but I don't know if I remember enough to say what the air was really like that day may have been clouds or sun I don't recall I was young and the next time I realized I was breathing in the life was the first time that I saw your face I wanted you but I don't know if I was brave enough to say how the sight of you messed up my mind I got scared, right away, and okay, right away. the next thing I knew the stars were eyes up in the night and the ocean breathing heavy like a beast I held you but I don't know if I was strong enough to say how the way it felt messed up my mind may have been clouds or sun I don't recall I was young may have been clouds or sun I don't recall I was young may have been clouds or sun I don't recall I was young may have been clouds or sun I don't recall I was young