Frown - Gift Of Suffering lyrics

For lies You remember my name For pain I stayed so insane My mind was so blind That pain was always so cruel It soiled my faith and scratched my feelings And i fell down into the entrails of hate Something inside of me has left Now i'm healing my soul and that's a gift of my suffering That pain cames so suddenly I thought about you every day A night without you was suffering Was i a devil for you?